Boring!! Bored!! Bored!!
lol, staying at home is boring. early in the morning went out to get the bbq stuff with yiwei.
Yi wei thanks for your help yeah((:
met mandy in the afternoon, headed to ong's house for dance practise(:
went back home at around late afternoon.
dont know what to blog le, shall go off now.
and i miss my girls):

♥ 4:13 AM

Went for interview today with Tang Goh and Khor, hmmm how should i say? Can say was quite succesful, but still have to wait for them to call us. Hopefully we can get the job. I need money!! Lol if not cannot go out, cannot buy the things i want):
After interview went IMM for lunch and shop around the mall. thought of buying bag and clothes. But nothing that i saw satisfied me): think i should find sometime to go out to shop with my girls((:

Heard from neo that our results may be coming out very soon maybe before 13 jan): OMG!! that's fast and i'm scare!! hopefully i can get the results that i want. pray hard!! the feeling of waiting is not nice!! dont know how to express myself. all i can do now is to pray hard!! lol
jia you people(:

♥ 3:07 AM

Saturday afternoon, staying at home doing nothing again. lol
should find something more useful to do((:

went out with the girls yesterday(: 11 short of 2): but is okay there will be many many more outing coming up, everyone must attend yeah(:
watched 2012(: that is a very sad but nice movie. everything is changing, disaster will happen soon, will we be like them?


i seriouslycannot take it le!! what the hell. who you think you are, bitch!!

♥ 8:29 PM

♥ 1:20 AM

Something really bother me a lot. i think i should apologize for being so hostile to you but dont blame me for it. I guess no one knows the reason better then you do, if you really dont have any idea of what is happening, why things turn out to be like this, think back and reflect on your own actions. I really dont understand why are there such people living in this world. What is the real meaning of family? Isnt it helping one another out when they need help since you are already living under a roof? Why must you act like a princess living in there waiting for my grandma to serve you, clean the house for you, buy groceries pay for the bills? WHAT IS THIS? i may be rude to say all this but i really cant stand all this. How i wish i can just say right in to your face and vent out all my anger on you, Bitch. You make me feel that it is not safe for granny to live there at all. I know you will be elated if everyone leave that house cause you can have everything to yourself, but sadly to say thins is not going to happen so you better throw that thinking away. Another thing is in order to gain other respect please at least respect others first, this simple english i think you should be able to understand so i shall not further explain. in future if we happen to see each other dint go and complain for not addressing you or what so ever since you dont even bothers to address others. And stop acting like you are the innocent party here cause we've already seen your true colours. You make all of us abide going there. I'm really diappointed with you and your actions BITCH!

Lost motivation in studying this feel weeks and O level is approaching, oh no. how? Who can help me? Motivate me please!! Had been relaxing and slacking around for this few,dont have the mood to study? Haiz.

♥ 4:58 AM

down with high fever and was being sent home on tuesday. visited doctor and was given a week MC to rest at home. woke up quite late the next day and found out that my second sis was also having a fever, lol everyone at home is sick, except for my daddy. Lol.
rested at home this few days and i'm much better now. friends thanks for your concern yeah(:
used to go to school everyday, suddenly got a week of MC to stay at home the feeling is so weird. thought of returning back to school but school dont allow me to): woke up late in the morning, ate my breakfast and medicine and went back to sleep. wake up in the afternoon had lunch, slack awhile and back to sleep. this is all i can do at home, going to ba a pig soon. lol. the medicine is damn strong la, keep wanting to sleep after eating it. wanted to take this chance to brush up my studies but i just dont have the mood to study): feeling so restless):
how to get my motivation back!! going mad soon.
i miss my girls alot): hope to see them soon.<3

♥ 1:25 AM

had a talk with 11 on tuesday, but is without judith): is okie we will still be having another one soon and everyone will be present for sure(:

after that talk, i realised that to maintain a friendship is not easy at all. every single person in a clique plays a very big role in it. For me, i find that i've not give in enough, i tends to neglect you girls feeling, tends to left some of you out, makes you all feel that you are not important to me, but that is not true. Every single of you are very important to me. From now on, i will try my very best, put in more effort and not to neglect you guys yeah. sorry bout the past. After all these talk i believe that we will treasure this friendship more then we do cause we sure wont want to face this problem again de. this is just another big obstacle(:

Judith: I know that you feel left out when you are with 11, sorry yeah we will try our best to let you feel that you are not being left out ya(: hope you will understand and dont 'run' away form us ya(: lol.

Joey: joey dont hide your true feeling infront of us ya, just be yourself, sorry for being nasty or giving you cold shoulder ya(: i promise we will treat you better de. AND please drop that thinking of splitting 11 ya(:

Chew yi: sorry for making you feel left out when you are with us ya, i will talk to you more often de(: so dont worry ya, i wont make you feel left out de(:

Aemanda: i've to apologise that sometimes i did something that let you mistook my intention. sorry i will change for the better de. (:

Huizhuang & Huixian: i dont know why you will have the strong feeling that seperating may be the best way to handle this matter but please drop this ides yeah, i believe things is changing better after we voice out our thoughts. things will change de so give ourself some time ya(: i believe that after this talks we will treasure our friendship even more.

Shu kim: we may not be that close and we seldom talk but i will still that the first step to talk to you de(; if nothing to talk then i will entertain you de ya(: haha.

Yanping: Dont keep bullying me ar, and dont keep things to yourself yeah(: share with the person who you are closer with.

Jia ling: I wont keeping hitting you de dont worry(:

Celia: Tay le le thanks for listening to my craps and listening ear. sorry that sometimes i can only listening to you 诉苦cant help you in other ways.

LOVE 11<3 NOTHING CAN REPLACED ANYONE OF YOU!



dont know why i feel so empty after hearing about his news. the feeling is just so weird. feel like crying now);
sorry, i tried my best le, but i still miss you badly): Tang, Ong thanks for telling me bout it ya(: loves
习惯真的很恐怖!!

♥ 4:22 AM